since it arrived, Everything's The Rush has been played over and over but today i took some time out from the world and just listened.

laid on my back, face to a sky almost the same shade of blue as the cd. rocking gently on the garden swing with the cherry blossom drifting down around me and the smell of cut grass making my mouth water. far above, two sparrowhawks dancing out a passionate tango and as i watched them, the clouds slowly drifted, reminding me of the faces of lost, loved ones and the music drew me in.

the world spiralled down around me until there was nothing else and for 49 glorious minutes i was truely happy........

thank you.

xxxemxxx

 I love just relaxing and letting music suck you in like that. I laid back listening to the album on in Edinburgh, against a tree in Princes Street gardens drinking a pineapple and raspberry smoothie. Just focusing on the beutiful melodies and deep lyrics made me forget about every else in my life so for 47 minutes and 38 seconds, I was at 100% flawless uninterrupted peace.

Sounds lovely. I went to Stanley Park today, although it was cloudy, me and my friends sat on the grass and had a sort of picnic. Would of been the perfect day to bring along my iPod, gahh. I'm planning on playing the new album on the field at lunchtime at school, that's my part played in advertising haha.

I might just relax in the bar (We own a hotel) and play it when a few guests are in.

I do that, but when i'm listening and i'm tired i fall asleep and i wake up crying but i can never remember what has happened!

What a lovely description, fuddy. I can't wait to hear it myself!

jess, honey, you are going to LOVE it!

you keeping well? i bet you're blooming now.

xxxemxxx

My wonderful sister is bringing the CD home from London next week...she's there for a holiday and picked it up yesterday for me. She's the BESTEST!

I am doing really well, Em...my bump is getting quite large. Tristan does acrobatics in my belly constantly, but the most fun part for me is seeing Ryan's face light up when he feels the baby kick. It is sweet that he can experience part of the pregnancy. I'll have to take pictures soon. I'm a bit embarrassed because the rest of me has bloated up as well as my stomach! All of the extra weight I carried in my middle has no where to go but up and around, so my back and arms are horrendous and I'm mortified! Plus, I am getting those 'birthing hips', which are even worse. I feel like a blimp, but honestly have never been happier! This baby is my saving grace, considering Ryan is still out of work and we have only my paycheck to live off of. I'd be losing my mind if I didn't have my happy thought...my growing bundle!

Please give my love to your sweet hubby and little ones. Wish I could get on MSN and have a proper chat.

Jess - US:

My wonderful sister is bringing the CD home from London next week...she's there for a holiday and picked it up yesterday for me. She's the BESTEST!

I am doing really well, Em...my bump is getting quite large. Tristan does acrobatics in my belly constantly, but the most fun part for me is seeing Ryan's face light up when he feels the baby kick. It is sweet that he can experience part of the pregnancy. I'll have to take pictures soon. I'm a bit embarrassed because the rest of me has bloated up as well as my stomach! All of the extra weight I carried in my middle has no where to go but up and around, so my back and arms are horrendous and I'm mortified! Plus, I am getting those 'birthing hips', which are even worse. I feel like a blimp, but honestly have never been happier! This baby is my saving grace, considering Ryan is still out of work and we have only my paycheck to live off of. I'd be losing my mind if I didn't have my happy thought...my growing bundle!

Please give my love to your sweet hubby and little ones. Wish I could get on MSN and have a proper chat.

Stopitstopitstopit! You're making me broody again!  Honestly Jess, having babies is the GREATEST thing on earth.  I'm going to keep popping them out for as long as possible.

Lovely words Fudster. Sian X

*catherine*:

Stopitstopitstopit! You're making me broody again!  Honestly Jess, having babies is the GREATEST thing on earth.  I'm going to keep popping them out for as long as possible.

 Hehehe, I can only imagine how broody I'll feel after Tristan is born. If I felt broody before having a baby, it must be a hundredfold afterwards. I was just making up my birth plan and getting excited all over again!!

Jess - US:

*catherine*:

Stopitstopitstopit! You're making me broody again!  Honestly Jess, having babies is the GREATEST thing on earth.  I'm going to keep popping them out for as long as possible.

 Hehehe, I can only imagine how broody I'll feel after Tristan is born. If I felt broody before having a baby, it must be a hundredfold afterwards. I was just making up my birth plan and getting excited all over again!!

Oh it's unreal.  This time with Ruby the broodyness is even worse I think because she just popped out so easily.  Dave wants 5...I originally said 2 but I'm not going to stop here absolutely no way. I just need more babies 10 or 20 or 30 LOADS.   He's going to have such tiny shriveled up bollocks by the time I've finished dropping sprogs!  The only real issue I have is I don't actually enjoy pregnancy itself much especially since I get such terrible morning sickness, but who cares the end product is most defintely, definitely worth it!

To think little Harry was a direct result of a drunken Delays related incodent lovely little surprise and if it weren't for him Ruby wouldn't be here either.  Aaaaah good old Delays, doing their bit for world population without even realising!

sian, it's just how it was........

hope you're all keeping well

jess, i miss you on msn too, it's been way too long. enjoy your pregnancy, it's the best feeling in the world. i wish i could pop out another baby, i am sooooo broody but i've had my quota.

xxxemxxx